You're right Dan, he comes across as though he still doesn't get it. Seems like he has rationalised it all to himself so many times over the years that he has effectively self-brainwashed.
The other thing to remember is there's no question a whole lot of other people directly and indirectly connected to him/in his overall support structure also made a whole of lot of $$$ along the way. He is in reality the point man of what was/is a mini Corporation. The Management, Personal Trainers, Doctors & assorted hangers would've all gotten their whack. Like the Victor Conte/Patrick Arnold/BALCO crew that created/sold THG and were behind Barry Bonds, Marrion Jones etc. It's all about the $$$razoos$$$.